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| Well, I haven't been on here in forever....well, actually I HAVE technically been on here, just not posting anything. I've been too lazy....and busy. Let's see...what's been going on in my wonderful life...ummmm....nothing. I'm single again and what does that do to me? Makes me think all the damn time about stuff. Grrrr...I guess I haven't even posted since I went to the 10 Years concert so I wanna talk about it. I got JESSE'S(The lead singer of 10 Years) autograph!!! He definitely shook my hand and signed my ticket. I was like...in heaven. I got to meet all the bands and talk with them for a while after the show. It was definitely the coolest thing EVER! So yeah. Anyway, I couldn't go home for Fall Break cause I had to work Saturday and Sunday and I was soooo sad. And lonely. My roomie left me to go to PA and there was like 3 people living in my dorm for the past 4 days...grrrr....screw that. I miss my Mom so bad and I really wanted to go home. Oh well...Anyway, this is probably the stupidest and most rambling post ever but get over it. I'm in a really weird mood today ...I'm supposed to study today , but I think I'm just going to be lazy...I wanna go see Employee of the Month sooo bad by the way. I just haven't had the chance to go yet. : ( Maybe I can talk Neil into going tonight with me when he gets back today...YAY! I won't be alone anymore..thank god...anyway, I'm going to go find something to occupy myself with...see ya!
P.S. Who has a 96 average in Organic Chemistry right now? I do! : )
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Has anyone else ever had the kind of day that no matter what you do
everything seems to just go totally wrong? I had one of those days
today; I woke up early this morning, took a shower, and studied for my
History exam that I have tomorrow at noon. Well, as it turns out, my
teacher has decided to use the 3rd edition of the textbook which was
made available this semester...ahhh, I bought my textbook(2nd edition)
at the end of last semester. Anyway, all the chapter numbers are
different, half the assignments are not even in my textbook, etc.
Basically it makes me a very stressed out human being. So I did my best
to prepare for my exam until I had to be at work at 3. I show up at
Olive Garden and find out that I've been scheduled five days this
week...which is a lot on my plate with APS work-study. studying, and
all sorts of other crap. Well, I spent the first 45 minutes at work
trying to find people to cover two of my shifts next week; I was only
half successful, however. I then began waiting tables and thought that
the night would go well, considering my first 3 tables all had tabs of
over 60 bucks apiece. I was wrong. I made a total of 9 dollars on all
three tables. A woman actually left me 45 cents as her tip. Yeah. Need
I say more? And guess what? The night didn't get any better after that.
I had all my tables but one leave me 5-7% as a tip. AND my last two
tables...grrr....the kitchen took 45 minutes to get my food ready so I
ended up getting 2 pissed off tables and literally nothing for a tip.
Wonderful. I worked seven hours total and only walked out with 40
bucks....everyone else definitely walked with at least 80. So screw me,
huh.
Well, I just got
back to the dorm and apparently the 3rd floor McCord dumbasses are
still up to their immaturity. Let me fill you in on this semester. So
far we've had 15 occurences on my floor. We've had lights broken,
windows broken, trash left all over the hall, people puking all over in
the sinks and showers, and basically all kinds of other hell. Well, I
get off work tonight with a huge migraine and all I want is a hot
shower and a bed. I go to the bathroom door and there is a big sign
that reads: OUT OF ORDER. Omfg. I was so pissed. Apparently some guys
broke all the lights in the bathroom and now it's pitch black. So my
happy ass walked down to the second floor and took a shower....ahhhh.
Then I popped two Excedrin, brushed my teeth, rinsed with Listerine and
fluoride rinse, washed my face, took out my contacts, clipped my nails,
and laid down in my bed. I'm sooo freaking exhausted! Hah, I'm sure you
wanted to hear that wonderful list of personal hygiene things, huh? Oh
well, deal with it. Now on to some happy things.... : )
Friday night Neil
and I decided to have a boys night in. We made a trip to the liquor
store, picked up a bottle of Cuervo Black and Skyy Vodka, and ordered
some Papa John's. We had such an awesome time just chilling out and
watching a movie or two and just relaxing. We've both been disciplining
ourselves to only having a fun time after we've gotten all our studying
done and only every other weekend at most. Well, so that was a good
time...hah, some of the funny pics that Tab posted on facebook of Neil
and I were from nights when we were definitely pretty crazy...lol.
Anywho, I'm going
to try to look over some power point presentations and read a little
bit before I pass the crap out. Wish me luck on this next week...it's
going to be killer....
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| Ok, I'm officially annoyed. This semester I've
actually been busting my ass to study hard and get my grades up. I've
made a perfect score in Anthropology and a B- on my Organic Exam. So
classes are good. The part that is annoying me is that when you throw
working at OG, working APS workstudy in between classes, and trying to
work out everyday, things just cant get done. Like, Neil and I always
work out together. Well, when I have to work 5 nights a week at OG
there goes our workout that night. So basically, I'm going to have to
start going to the CPA alone 75% of the time...ehhh, oh well. Anyway,
that's basically been my life for the past few weeks. I had a lot of
fun Saturday night. I treated myself to a night of drinking with the
guys and went to see shadowWax perform at Gatsby's. It was Me, Corey,
Joe, Eric, and Erin. Ahhh, such good times. Anyway, we finished the
night off with a viewing of Grandma's Boy, then passed out around
5:30AM. Yup. Anyway, I've got to be at work in an hour, so I'm going to
go get ready...see ya!
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| I'd like to
just make a little sidenote. Don't you just hate it when your
ex-girlfriend has a complex where she feels that she needs to put other
girls down in her own mind and xanga in order to attempt to build up
her own fragile ego in her mind? Hey, ex: you have always thought
that you aren't pretty and that you are a fatass. All throughout our
relationship you always bitched and moaned about your so-called flaws.
I always told you how beautiful you were and I meant it. My definition
of beauty is a hybrid of the resonant structures which make up what a
person really is. I believe that good looks, personality, morality,
maturity, intelligence, etc. all contribute equally to what truly makes
a person attractive or "beautiful". You had so many traits in that list
that made you beautiful to me, but that doesn't mean that someone else
who isn't up to your outer beauty "par" is any less beautiful. I feel
that you have become sadly shallow since we were together. Many things
about you have changed, including your moral views on life, faith, etc.
Sadly, these changes have only resulted in a seemingly net negative
direction. I realize that many of these changes are due to what I put
you through, and this realization saddens me.
My "new
girlfriend" is beautiful in so many ways... just as you were/are. You
try to put her down as a person based on your viewpoint of her looks.
What you fail to consider, however, is this: even though I could have
tried and perhaps succeeded in landing a girlfriend who was supermodel
material/bitch, I have chosen girlfriends based on factors that I
consider to be much more important to a relationship. I would like to
think that you haven't become as shallow of a person as what you make
yourself out to be. That's all I have to say.
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| Well, I guess I should apologize for the delay on
the updates on here. Everytime I got on here to write something I just
wasn't inspired at all...lol, so I didn't. So here's what's happened
since I left ya. I moved back to ETSU and finally moved everything into
my dorm. Neil and I have hit the gym Sunday and today and it's been
totally awesome. I want to brag really quick. Neil and I both leg
pressed 530 lbs, four sets, 12 reps. Yup. Ahhh, we were both
pretty happy. It's so cool going to the CPA now, because I'm as big as
almost every muscled up guy in there and it's given me a crapload of
confidence. I'm hanging with some of the best in there and damn it
feels good. Oh, and we've actually been going to sleep early the last
night or two. Last night we were in bed at 10:30, but we weren't used
to going to sleep so early so it took us til like 11:45 to fall
asleep.Tonight, we got back from the CPA and we ate some dinner at Main
Meal, and we decided to just lay down and take a nap because we were
pretty wore out. We slept from like 6 until about 10 minutes ago. In
Neil's words: "Ahhh, what a nice nap." Lol. So anyway, this semester is
awesome because Neil and I both have three of my five classes
together.That helps us both to discipline each other and wake up
together and stuff. I think we're going to try to go to bed tonight at
11, but before I do, I'm going to read my History reading assignment. I
figure I might as well do it tonight, because I probably wont get a
chance to tomorrow night before class Wednesday morning. I work
tomorrow night and Friday night at Olive Garden...and the countdown is
starting for the concert on Sept. 8th...that's going to be our party
weekend and I can't wait. Anyway, enough rambling, I'm gonna go hit the
books....here's to me kicking my 8:15am Organic class's ass...goodnight!
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